While I was driving balik tadi, macam-macam terlintas dalam hati saya. And the main focus is Abang. I am really missing him. I love him. I like him. And the most and foremost I want him to be happy ever after. I always pray for him.
Saya tak kisah if saya sahaja yang sukakan dia. Saya pun tak kisah jika saya jer yang seperti terperasan. If you really love or like someone .. You just want him to be happy and it is enough for you. Am I right? And it is called true love.
Saya tak tahu kenapa saya berperasaan begini terhadap dia. Mungkin sebab dulu he cares about me so much. In my life I never get support or attention like he does. He want me to be a better person. Even Azharin pun tak macam tu. Yes..sumtymes dulu Abang sedikit harsh on me. Sampai kami bertegang urat.. And I ekceli tak berapa nak ambil hati sangat coz I know he did it for me.
I think I am fallen in love for the second time after Azharin. But the feelings is so much more different sebab dulu waktu Azharin like I am dying when I thought of Azharin takde dekat saya. Like I cant live without Azharin lah. But this time is more to I want the person I love or I like to be happy. And it is just like he always with me walau dia sebenarnya tidak. And the best part is his always in my heart with HIM. I dont feels like I cant live without him.. It is more to I am stronger when I know he always in my heart with HIM.
Maybe you dont really understand how I feel.. But thats what I feel.
And lately I have a whatsapp conversation with him and I am not sure if he miss me too but the way he explained to me everything like he do. Anyway dont be a perasan sangat Niza. Ia adalah enough when he knows that I am missing him but he doesnt feel annoyed about it. Dia seperti merelakan. And I'm happy with that. Seriously deep from my heart. And I cant stop smiling. =D
Saya tak kisah if saya sahaja yang sukakan dia. Saya pun tak kisah jika saya jer yang seperti terperasan. If you really love or like someone .. You just want him to be happy and it is enough for you. Am I right? And it is called true love.
Saya tak tahu kenapa saya berperasaan begini terhadap dia. Mungkin sebab dulu he cares about me so much. In my life I never get support or attention like he does. He want me to be a better person. Even Azharin pun tak macam tu. Yes..sumtymes dulu Abang sedikit harsh on me. Sampai kami bertegang urat.. And I ekceli tak berapa nak ambil hati sangat coz I know he did it for me.
I think I am fallen in love for the second time after Azharin. But the feelings is so much more different sebab dulu waktu Azharin like I am dying when I thought of Azharin takde dekat saya. Like I cant live without Azharin lah. But this time is more to I want the person I love or I like to be happy. And it is just like he always with me walau dia sebenarnya tidak. And the best part is his always in my heart with HIM. I dont feels like I cant live without him.. It is more to I am stronger when I know he always in my heart with HIM.
Maybe you dont really understand how I feel.. But thats what I feel.
And lately I have a whatsapp conversation with him and I am not sure if he miss me too but the way he explained to me everything like he do. Anyway dont be a perasan sangat Niza. Ia adalah enough when he knows that I am missing him but he doesnt feel annoyed about it. Dia seperti merelakan. And I'm happy with that. Seriously deep from my heart. And I cant stop smiling. =D
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