My blog is like my diary. When i need to say sumthing.. And no one here for me.. So i open the bloggeroid apps and start typing.
Saya dah feeling give up in my study. This semester saya sangat malas. Sepatutnya ia boleh berjalan smoothly.. Tapi.. Hmm..
I dont think i can make it dengan last semester result yang paras hidung. I know some of my frenz says that I can do it.. But.. But.. Emm..
It is not about divorce that makes me like this.. Its about .. Emmm.. Ketidakkonsistensi diri sendiri.. Too much thinking.. And I think i dont have to bersusah payah untuk meneruskan exam pada semester ini.. Emm.. I need to take a break first.. But deep in my heart says that i need to teruskan dengan apa yang tinggal sikit jer lagi..
Emm.. Kadang orang nampak it is simple and says that .. Yes!! U can do it!! Teruskan2.. Study jer lah.. But when you sangat pressure dengan esainmen..test..presentation and what not.. Kalau itu sahaja takpa.. U need to take care of 4kids yang sentiasa.. Mommy..kita nak ni..kita nak tu.. Dengan u dont have enuff money to buy this and that.. OMG!!
When I talked to my collegue they all says.. Alaa.. Bolehlah.. Senang jer tuh.. Huh!! It is like I am.. Emm.. Idiot!! Cepat give up.. The kelam kabut one.. The malas one.. Seriously from awal tahun till now.. I never bring my kids to taman.. Or pergi tempat-tempat yang mereka sepatutnya pergi.. Wiken hanya duduk dirumah and terperap sahaja.. And i am super busy with class, meeting.. Bla..bla..bla..
But maybe i just can try.. Ryte??
Saya dah feeling give up in my study. This semester saya sangat malas. Sepatutnya ia boleh berjalan smoothly.. Tapi.. Hmm..
I dont think i can make it dengan last semester result yang paras hidung. I know some of my frenz says that I can do it.. But.. But.. Emm..
It is not about divorce that makes me like this.. Its about .. Emmm.. Ketidakkonsistensi diri sendiri.. Too much thinking.. And I think i dont have to bersusah payah untuk meneruskan exam pada semester ini.. Emm.. I need to take a break first.. But deep in my heart says that i need to teruskan dengan apa yang tinggal sikit jer lagi..
Emm.. Kadang orang nampak it is simple and says that .. Yes!! U can do it!! Teruskan2.. Study jer lah.. But when you sangat pressure dengan esainmen..test..presentation and what not.. Kalau itu sahaja takpa.. U need to take care of 4kids yang sentiasa.. Mommy..kita nak ni..kita nak tu.. Dengan u dont have enuff money to buy this and that.. OMG!!
When I talked to my collegue they all says.. Alaa.. Bolehlah.. Senang jer tuh.. Huh!! It is like I am.. Emm.. Idiot!! Cepat give up.. The kelam kabut one.. The malas one.. Seriously from awal tahun till now.. I never bring my kids to taman.. Or pergi tempat-tempat yang mereka sepatutnya pergi.. Wiken hanya duduk dirumah and terperap sahaja.. And i am super busy with class, meeting.. Bla..bla..bla..
But maybe i just can try.. Ryte??
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