Conflict

I have a little bit conflict of myself. Emm.. It is quite dificult to explain. And I think the conflict is too personal to be reveal here. And I decide .. Emm .. The conflict need to stay still, and need to be control by myself wisely. I'm not sure I can control it.. But I need to control it. Conflict between your mind, your heart, your attitude, your want, your need, your fear..everythingss..

For example, you need someone so bad..you like him..you love him..you want him..you excited want to know all about him.. And you became a stalker*OMG*.. But you seriously cant have him because of he has someone else..he has a happy family..he has everythingss..

The point is, sampai hatikah kamu untuk merosakkan kebahagiaan orang yang kamu sayang semata-mata kamu mahu kan dia? No right?

Hmm.. Macam tulah!

But this one is more to .. Emm.. Fear and unfear..

Kamu pasti tak faham. Kerana tiada siapa cuba fahami saya. Kerana I am a loner..

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