Aku tak suka orang-orang yang buat hidup aku serabut. One time cakap sudah boleh faham. There are several people yang buat aku serabut.
When I say something truth, I want them to trust me. If not.. kau boleh blah. Kalau kau tanak blah.. aku yang pergi. Now no need to banyak cakap. Once I told them the truth either the thing is bad or good.. dont make any sarcasm on it. Serious it is like you make fun on me. Sedangkan gua rasa macam nak maki lu balik. Lu taw dak? So that in here I made decision to ignore you. Sorry naik lori babe!
Tapi pada orang yang punya pertalian .. yang memang aku kena hadap .. aku redha la walau kau tak faham bahasa. Tapi .. sendiri mahu ingat la .. gua yang dulu bukan yang sekarang. Am changing me into someone cold inside and outside.
Dulu I wonder kenapa bila dah berpisah memang ada pasangan yang tak boleh baik. But now i realize yang i pun macam tu. Walau mood tengah baik..kau silap cakap sikit aku melenting. Am ego to anyone yang dah sakitkan hati aku sangat-sangat sampai aku tak boleh .. bukan tak boleh terima .. juga bukan dendam .. tapi its kind of .. emm .. i pun tak tahu nak cakap. Am not very sure it is egoism or something stress makes me macam andartu tak kahwin-kahwin. Kehkeh.. ha.. gelak2?! Suka kau ye?
Anyway the truth is.. am not into being a gud person. Am more to be a selfish to myself and kids. Circumstances makes someone change to a better .. or maybe become worst. But I know things will change slowly to be better :)
When I say something truth, I want them to trust me. If not.. kau boleh blah. Kalau kau tanak blah.. aku yang pergi. Now no need to banyak cakap. Once I told them the truth either the thing is bad or good.. dont make any sarcasm on it. Serious it is like you make fun on me. Sedangkan gua rasa macam nak maki lu balik. Lu taw dak? So that in here I made decision to ignore you. Sorry naik lori babe!
Tapi pada orang yang punya pertalian .. yang memang aku kena hadap .. aku redha la walau kau tak faham bahasa. Tapi .. sendiri mahu ingat la .. gua yang dulu bukan yang sekarang. Am changing me into someone cold inside and outside.
Dulu I wonder kenapa bila dah berpisah memang ada pasangan yang tak boleh baik. But now i realize yang i pun macam tu. Walau mood tengah baik..kau silap cakap sikit aku melenting. Am ego to anyone yang dah sakitkan hati aku sangat-sangat sampai aku tak boleh .. bukan tak boleh terima .. juga bukan dendam .. tapi its kind of .. emm .. i pun tak tahu nak cakap. Am not very sure it is egoism or something stress makes me macam andartu tak kahwin-kahwin. Kehkeh.. ha.. gelak2?! Suka kau ye?
Anyway the truth is.. am not into being a gud person. Am more to be a selfish to myself and kids. Circumstances makes someone change to a better .. or maybe become worst. But I know things will change slowly to be better :)
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