DOT

It's a dot
...
These dots are meaningful
Only me knowing the dots
You never know
She never know
He never know
They never know
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I'll start writing in this blog again
In the meaning that just me only know
The truth... dotdotdot
Behind everything

kind

Is it because I am too kind to them so they can treat me as they like?

Rindu

Kita rindu.
Mcm kita rindu abg adi dulu.
Knp Tuhan pertemukan kita dgn mereka?
Mereka yg hanya datang sekejap?
.
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Already know the answers.. Tapi.. Hati kita sakit.
Kita tanak rasa sakit lagi.

Sakit hati kita

Sakit hati kita laa..
Kita mcm buat benda bodoh je pi citer kat fb..
Alaa.. Lantaklah..

Kita dah logout from fb, insta and twitter

Kita tanak post lagi yg bukan²..
Blog ni pun da berabuk.. Takpela kita berblog pulaklah..

Takde sapa nak baca dah

Cuma hati kita rasa sakit sgt..
Hensem ni ntahla.. Leh pulak dia kata i luv u 2
Tak pahamla hensem ni
Kita kena kuat semangat
Klu tak nnti² kita jugak yg sakit mcm sekarang

Da banyak kali taw..
Kita rindu dia..tapi dia tak rindu pun kat kita..
Harap² tak sapa baca blog ni dah..
Kita tanak org lain taw kita ada blog

Supaya org lain tak baca blog kita..
Yelaa.. Derang tahu kita de blog je.
Blog yg dah tak aktif..

Kita rindu hensem... Sedihlaaaaa

Unappreciated

Hari ni masuk hari ke3 tak whatsapp hensem.
I feel unappreciated. Everytime I je kena watsap dia dulu. Tu pun jawab sepatah².

He got many frens kan? Now been 2 days i tak watsap dia.. Dia pun senyap je. Haih.

Man is man. After this no more boifren. Let me be alone. Lone ranger till death.

Perasaan

Perasaan menaip blog takde.

84th UiTM convocation

Hati ini di asak² dengan perasaan nak konvo.
Semalam pi Ined and UiTM sesak sebab konvo.
84th convocation..


So I planned to bring the kids and mom and pakcik if they larat to come and wait.


Cuma... Terfikir.. Sapo nak jaga anak² nnti. Tapi rasanya Abang Syahir Hannan dah form3. Dah besar.. Baby pun dah 10 years old. So no need anyone to jaga them kot?


And if its really happen... This is one of the biggest achievement and reward to myself after the divorce.


And am happy and proud towards myself. Maybe am crying at that moment. Maybelaaa...


And nak lagi best bila hensem sama² grad. In shaa Allah... Amin. Hopefully.. We will share the greatest moment together..


#nak amik gambo ngan hensem je masa tu sambil pakai jubah convo