Wednesday, May 28, 2014

Everlast

"What It's Like" - "What It's Like"

We've all seen the man at the liquor store beggin' for your change
The hair on his face is dirty, dreadlocked and full of mange
He asked a man for what he could spare with shame in his eyes
"Get a job, you fuckin' slob"'s all he replied

[CHORUS]
God forbid you ever had to walk a mile in his shoes
'Cause then you really might know what it's like to sing the blues
Then you really might know what it's like [4x]

Mary got pregnant from a kid named Tom who said he was in love
He said, "Don't worry about a thing, baby doll, I'm the man you've been dreamin' of."
But three months later he said he won't date her or return her call
And she sweared, "God damn if I find that man I'm cuttin' off his balls."
And then she heads for the clinic and she gets some static walkin' through the door.
They call her a killer, and they call her a sinner, and they call her a whore

[CHORUS]
God forbid you ever had to walk a mile in her shoes
'Cause then you really might know what it's like to have to choose
Then you really might know what it's like [4x]

I've seen a rich man beg
I've seen a good man sin
I've seen a tough man cry

I've seen a loser win
And a sad man grin
I heard an honest man lie

I've seen the good side of bad
And the down side of up
And everything between

I licked the silver spoon
Drank from the golden cup
Smoked the finest green

I stroked the baddest dimes
At least a couple of times
Before I broke their heart

You know where it ends
Yo, it usually depends
On where you start

I knew this kid named Max
He used to get fat stacks
Out on the corner with drugs

He liked to hang out late
He liked to get shit faced
And keep pace with thugs

Until late one night
There was a big gun fight
Max lost his head

He pulled out his Chrome .45
Talked some shit
And wound up dead

And now his wife and his kids
Are caught in the midst
Of all of his pain

You know it comes that way
At least that's what they say
When you play the game

[CHORUS]
God forbid you ever had to wake up to hear the news
'Cause then you really might know what it's like to have to lose
Then you really might know what it's like [3x]
To have to lose.

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Friday, May 23, 2014

Nak bagi ke.. nak amik?

Saya dah bosan makan gaji. Penat ah asek nk ikut arahan boss. Tadi i pi bank.. ocbc takdak kat sha alam ghopenyer.. jadi i pi kat area taipan.

I tunggu sampai urusan selesai. I rasa kan best klu hari2 pi bank.. bank in duit meniaga. Hari2 dpt duit bukan one time dapat kali2 keluar. Biar kuar dan masuk setara hidup juga happy. Kan2

So I have plan. Now pun I have fren yang hotak boleh tahan biznes. Jadi.. tunggu jer lah ye.. harap2 berjaya.. doakan saya.

Lepas berjaya baru saya boleh memberi. Kan tangan yang memberi lebih baik dari yang menerima.. amin..

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Thursday, May 22, 2014

Aku mudah lupa

Aku sekarang mudah lupa.. sampai park keta pun lupa.. tapi tak seteruk tadi.

Selalu park keta kat belakang.. kadang park belah kiri pi belah kanan.. park belah kanan pi belah kiri.. ingt park dekat tepi rupa park kat belakang..

So tadi hujan renyai. Aku rilek jer jalan. Nampak mak guard tegur mak guard. Balik! Balik! Oh ye.. hari ni terlebih ramah. I balik no3 dalam team. So still ada Zhong, Kuang & Jiao. Tiga3 i say gudbye personally. Melangkah penuh yakin keluar jumpa mak guard. Aku kuar ikut pintu belah kiri. Aku pikirkan aku park belah kanan. Aku terus jalan ikut depan. Sampai depan pintu masuk opis nampak bos. Senyum kat bos. Say hi cukupla.. bos besar kot? Jalan terus pi belah kanan opis. Jalan2 nampak leta receptionist. Aku taw dia kat dalam. Aku ketuk cermin keta dia sambil lintas tepi keta. Saja nyakat. Aku terus lagi.

Eh tak jumpa keta aku. Oh kat belakang kot. Terus lagi sampai belakang. Aik takde jugak. Takkan belah kiri kot? Aku terus pi kiri.. baru teringat aku park depan pintu opis. Cis! Nampak bos senyum kat dia pandang belah kanan. Keta belah kiri. Huhu

Sampai depan pintu kiri yang aku kuar tadi..jumpa Fina.. gelak2 dgn Fina sambil citer aku lupa park keta mana. Terus aku pi depan. Mak Guard tanya.. lahai.. mana keta. Aku gelak2 lupa park keta mana. Terus sampai depan pintu masuk opis. Nampak keta aku betul2 depan pintu opis.

Habaq hang!

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Wednesday, May 21, 2014

Question?

Last 2days dah submit form tukar program kat uitm. From HR to OPM. So.. lepas ni if the submission approve.. I jadik OPM student. Tak berapa nak minat HR. Dahla kena amik law 2kali. Woowooo... hari tu nasib baik lepas business law.

Then bila masuk OPM nanti.. I nak study betul2. Sebab masa diploma dulu siyes I suka subjek ni. Sebab tu my first choice is OPM. Masa dip dulu the lecturer sangat nerd. I rak ingat nama lecturer tu tapi dia sangat nuce dan baik.

Satu incident yang I takkan pernah lupa when the lecturer ask the student, "question?" The intonation bila the lecturer tanya tu like satu lagu yang femes satu masa dulu.. saya ngan cek ayu bleh gelak kuat2 dalam klas tapi orang lain blur.. kihkih.. seronok kot jadik fulltime student ni.

Masa dip I tak banyak kawan. Adela kawan tapi mmg takde yg close sesangat. Sebab? Sebab I memang agak malas bersosial. Suka duk terperuk lam bilik. Macam sekarang suka duk terperuk kat ghumah.. huhu

Tapi kami nyer grup dalam klas ada 6 org. Gua, acik, nisah, bab, mai & farah. Derang ni agak kelakar gak ah.. lagi2 acik ngan nisah. Semua da lam fb. Haih... windu ah zaman dulu2

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Sunday, May 18, 2014

Stay sampai mati?

Nak hapdet pe ni? Sejak jiwa tak lara dengan masalah tak penting tak taw nak hapdet pa.

Kalau aku kaya.. hari2 hari raya.. bil2 jiran keluarga.. aku melanjew slumber.. tariff letrik nak naik lagi.. bagus2..

Aku ada kawan.. puak penyokong BN. Aku ada kawan puak penyokong PR. Lama2 aku pening. So.. dont talk about politic. Mai carik duit dengan semua kenaikan harga barang dan bil.

Hidup aku banyak plan. Dari dulu aku kata gitukan? Tapi semua plan jangka masa panjang.

Study semua undercontrol sebab I am only have 2 paper. Target to be grad at 2016 but dunno lol.

Rakan2 ZTE ramai dah tender. Aku? Masih termanggu-manggu. But still there Abang Syed jadi boss aku.. masih aku disana juga kerana the flexible hour yang membolehkan aku ambil anak lunch hour sehingga terlajak laris.. kihkih.. and future hopes is harap aku bertahan di telco industry yang sentiasa havoc & happening. Nak2 bila jadik vendor.. sentiasa pening.

Hidup aku tidak lagi mengejar benda yang tak pasti. Hidup aku sudah malas mengejar. Dan aku tidak mengejar.. malah orang tidak mengejar aku. Biar aku dan orang hanya akan stay. Stay saja disitu sampai mati maybe.

Dont judge my choice because it is the only choice I have. Just pray for the happy ending..because the only one I want in my life is happy..

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Sunday, May 11, 2014

I need more...

I need more than this. I need something more..
But then what should I do eh?

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Saturday, May 10, 2014

Sakla U!

Benarlah kata2 ini. Jika kita tinggalkan yang negatif..kita akan sentiasa berada di aura positif. Which means yang dapat kawan2 positif..

We need to think positive. Hehe.. ini selalu Abang Adi cakap dulu. But masa tu I cant think positive sebab the negative things menghantui pemikiran.

Ye la.. camaner nak positive kalau kita terikat benda negative. Now.. saya rasa lebih positive dengan kehidupan walau macam2 dah saya lalui. Kalau fikir balik.. pergh! Memanglah.. tanak lalui semua tu lagi.

And si sengal tu ada bunga2 nak rujuk balik. Hmm.. saya tidak akan tertipu sekali lagi. Never! Bukan nak pentingkan diri sendiri..orang kata baik rujuk semula kerana anak2. Tapi kalau hati tak yakin... memang taklah kan. Without him.. tengok saya punya rumah sendiri. Penat tau usaha nak ada rumah sendiri. Pindah rumah semua buat sendiri. Takkan senang-senang aku nak jemput dia datang balik kat aku. Masuk rumah cuci kaki. Apa? Ingat aku ke lelaki yang cari rumah untuk kau.

Ye.. ini saya sedang emo dan marah. Setiap kali bercerita tentang dia.. saya pasti marah. Sakla u!

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