Wednesday, May 16, 2018

Guarantor

Kali ni pos aku mmg akan berbunyi tak puas hati. Ceritanya macam ni.

Aku ada sorang kawan yg susah. Baru divorce anak 4 kelulusan spm. Dapat bantuan zakat. Kerja jual ais krim Malaysia, mengasuh dan amik upah iron baju dari butik. Baru2 ni nak mintak tolong aku jadi guarantor. Aku ok je ekceli. Cuma aku risau dia tak dapat bayar bulanan kereta tu.

Kalau dia nk mintak tolong aku dia pun kenala faham keadaan aku. Aku bukan org kaya. Gaji pun cukup makan kdg kurang pun. Anak aku 4 jugak. Pun single mom takdak sapa2 backup. Kerja pun contract bukan permanent.

Masalah kawan aku ni.. dia tak paham apa aku nak. Dia tak paham apa aku fikirkan. Jadi guarantor ni mmg takde benefit pun kat aku. Lagi menambahkan beban aku adalah. Aku dah terpikir nak beli rumah. Nnti bila nk buat loan bank akan kira sekali komitmen aku sbg penjamin.

Aku nk tolong atas dasar kawan dan aku tahu dia susah lebih susah dari aku. Tapi dia ni degil. Aku nak explain dia tanak dengar. Sebokla kata aku org senang la.. sambung belajar la.. sebab aku dah naik angin bila aku nk explain guna watsap dia pun bukan nak baca. Sebok menaip nak reply. Dia ingat aku tanak tolong. Hello.. aku nk tolong cuma bersyarat. Syarat mulut je pun bukan kena sign2 mcm tu.

Bila aku call dia tanak jawab atas alasan battery phone weak. Aku da submit semua dokumen pada salesman perodua tu pun. Salesman perodua tu yg call aku ingtkan risiko yg aku perlu tanggung sebagai penjamin. Dia ingtkan aku supaya kena ada langkah berjaga2.

Kalau ikut aku la.. biarla aku susah tak minta tolong org pun takpa. Aku kalau susah tak terdesak mmg tak mintak tolong org. Paling selalu pun aku pinjam duit kat abang and adik aku je. Kalau mintak tolong kawan aku make sure dapat gaji terus bayar. Dia tu pun bukan takde pilihan kan? Pakcik makcik mmg ada la klu setakat nk jadi penjamin Kan?

Aku pun dah tanya adik aku pasal bantuan zakat ni kalau dalam keadaan mcm mana zakat akan tarin balik bantuan. Dan aku willingly nk tolong. Cuma dia degil asyik kesian kat diri Sendiri. End up dia kata tanak tolong. Dan aku malas nk explain lebih2. Pandai2 lah sana

Tuesday, March 27, 2018

Unnecessary

Hey watzup gang.
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Am just dunno where to start.
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Life which people did not understand your journey. They look at you and they think what they want to think but what they think is only the intuition or gut feelings. They do not want to understand what you are thinking and what is your feelings. They just know what they are feelings and what they are thinking.
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Let me tell you my opinion, people have different background, different experiences, different mentality and different responsibilities. Everyone in this world is unique even when you have twins. So that we have different ideas about life and different ways how to handle our life.
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Sometimes your opinion it's just not suit to me. It depends on me to take it or leave it. Am I right?
Unnecessarily right to you but indeed it is right to me.
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My last word, you do not need to understand me and I do not need to understand you. If we try to understand each other, I will have a big headache.
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Only my dopocen opinion.

Saturday, March 10, 2018

Marshmello_silence


Yeah, I'd rather be a lover than a fighter
'Cause all my life, I've been fighting
Never felt a feeling of comfort
All this time, I've been hiding
And I never had someone to call my own, oh nah
I'm so used to sharing
Love only left me alone
But I'm at one with the silence
I found peace in your violence
Can't tell me there's no point in trying
I'm at one, and I've been quiet for too long
I found peace in your violence
Can't tell me there's no point in trying
I'm at one, and I've been silent for too long
I've been quiet for too long
I've been quiet for too long
I found peace in your violence
Can't tell me there's no point in trying
I'm at one, and I've been quiet for too long
I'm in need of a savior, but I'm not asking for favors
My whole life, I've felt like a burden
I think too much, and I hate it
I'm so used to being in the wrong, I'm tired of caring
Loving never gave me a home, so I'll sit here in the silence
I found peace in your violence
Can't tell me there's no point in trying
I'm at one, and I've been quiet for too long
I found peace in your violence
Can't tell me there's no point in trying
I'm at one, and I've been silent for too long
I've been quiet for too long
I've been quiet for too long
I found peace in your violence
Can't tell me there's no point in trying
I'm at one, and I've been quiet for too long

Sunday, February 4, 2018

Public Shaming

Do not insult others in front of everyone.

Sunday, January 21, 2018

TF

I dont like pple match me wif some fellar. Pls dont even when i asked bcoz it will end up nothing.
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I am choosy. Wanna have a good looking and kind hearted man with intelligence inside his brain. I'd rather be alone than marry wif suck, fool and ugly guy. So what?
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Sorry when i replied to this wif some bad manners. I do not want to care bout other pple's heart. I am now think bout my only self. Seems i am too selfish. Yes i am. I am not like i am before. 

Tuesday, July 11, 2017

hati dan keadaan terbalik

Kalau kita tak suka pada orang.. segala apa yg diberi pun kita akan tidak ambil pusing.
Sama juga keadaannya jika diterbalikkan. Hopefully awak faham hati.

Saturday, July 8, 2017

testing pakai iphone

Hi all
Lama tak ke udara
Baru upload iphone apps
Yg ni paling simple and tak banyak songeh juga free
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Mmm
Klu dulu klu pakai android kita pakai bloggeroid
Now pakai iphone takde bloggeroid
Tak kesah la kan
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Klah
Saja testing2