Am not a bitch

If you know what i mean.. Kbai

Marah

Lately selalu marah ngan Hannan. Makin besar makin lain perangai. Taktaw nak buat ape dah.

Tegur sikit muncung. Tak bagi buat itu muncung.. Tak bagi buat ini muncung.. Senang lagi adik2..

Bila marah kadang perkataan tu tak sengaja keluar. Bukanlah maki hamun.. Tapi sesuatu yg merobek hati anak2..

Susah jadi ibu.. Nak kontrol marah.. Nak kontrol penat.. Nak kontrol stress.. Nak jaga kesihatan jugak..

Haih! Nasib baikla nampak muda. Nasib baikla selalu gelak2. Tapi kalo nanesh pun dlm bilik.. Sorang2..

Klu jumpa rerakan.. Rasa happy.. Bukan maksud jumpa anak2 x happy.. Tapi klu tegur sikit muka muncung.. Mau mommy dia pun muncung sama.. Hahaha.. Kalau dulu muka muncung ada yg pujuk.. La nih.. Pujukla diri sendiri sana.. Haish

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Tomorrow wanna go class.. Tonyte dun made any preparation for tomolo. Hahaha.. Lazy mary

Dunno la tomolo have test or not.

Tomolo.. Tomolo.. Tomolo..

Today siyesly what i've done is sleepin. Am down ekceli. I need some change..

Change job maybe. Hurrmmm.. Life's suck sometime. Be more patient nija ok. :')

Ask la bruh

Dis is da selpi dat i sent to him yesterday.

Hahahaha... Am down la right now bcoz i feel "sputid"... But already do my best.

So.. Please just be cool k coz da cool kids they seems to fit in.. Kohkoh

Betoila kata Hafizi.. Look stupid at one person is okay then look stupid at many people.. The key is ask.. Asking method sometimes fail bcoz you dont ask..

Waiting

Waitin for a call from Huawei. They didn't call yet.

The first interview previously was done very fast. Tak sampai 10 menet. Rasa macam tak berbaloi pergi lalu NPE and SMART tunnel yang mahal giler tol depa. Waduh! Plus parking fee tak sampai half an hour RM6. Fufufufu... Plus jam bagai.. Rasa macam mendaki gunung everest kemudian the result kat atas adalah tidak memberangsangkan..

The post is DC and will be based at Time Square where UMobile HQ located there.

Seriously long distance from home but if I got the job siyesly I can make money there. But ekceli still confuse if I get the job, will I accept or not? Banyak faktor kena pikir nih..

A nyte before interview, I wanna call mom for some restu. But she did call me first. Ehehehe.. The mother's instinct is always right. I shud listen to her from the beginning. Poor me right? Now I have to tanggung all the messy. Sigh!!!!!

I asked her to pray for me. Stress lol...

Interview

Let me tell you the excitement of getting interviews invitation from Huawei.

Huawei ada Hafizi. Baru pm dia via fb. The explanation nampak agak menarik. The salary and benefit orang kata better than zte. The workload seriously more than zte. The distance from home longer than zte. And everything is more than zte.

But the post agak kurang menarik disitu. I wanna pursue in rf part not dc. But i got dc post for interview. So ia mengurangkan excitement yg ada.

But i shud try kan? Mungkin rezeki anak2. Hmm.. Mungkin.. Mungkin..

Tapi plan Allah itu cantik. Beberapa minggu lepas hafizi baru je approve fb fren request yg dah request sejak setahun lebih lepas. Hahahaha... Ntah2 dua tahun.. See? Now i have someone to ask more about huawei. To have an opinion dengan huawei staff. Hehehe.. See? Allah's plan really beautiful...

Its about time

Hi

Hari ni nak luah perasaan sikit. Tentang relationship dan masa .. dari dulu sampai la ni. Terfikir setiap pertemuan itu adalah mempunyai sebab. Sometimes tak terlihat pun sebab tu.. Tak terasa.. Tak tahu kenapa jumpa orang tu. Rapat berkawan selama atleast half year tetiba something happen terus putus.

Dan selalunya ia berkaitan dengan masa. Bila mana saya masih rapat dengan seseorang, yg selepas tu belum muncul.. And then when something happen, tengah khusyuk bergaduh.. Ade je Allah datangkan seseorang utk memujuk hati walau pada mula hanya kenalan yg x kenal atau pun kawan lama yg dah lama tak bertegur sapa kembali bertegur sapa.

It is about time. Now ekceli rapat dengan someone. In my first semester in the year 2012, where i have abang adi.. Saya sekelas LAW dengan dia nih. Tapi nampaknya macam kami tidak tertarik antara satu sama lain. Dia tak perasan pun kewujudan ai.. Ishish. Macam invisible pulakkan? Kalaupun masa tu dia try ngorat ai.. Konfirm ai tak layan coz i have abg adi. And then after habis 1semester sekelas LAW dengan dia.. serious said i tak pernah nampak dia klu pi kelas.. Sekali pun x pernah ... Emm maybela.. Mungkin pernah tapi x amik port. Seingatnya tak pernah..

And then few years later ditakdirkan kami sekelas.. Pada tahun 2015. Itu pun selepas dia cuti one semester and selepas saya tukar course from HR to OPEM. See? Kalau ai x tukar course pun kami tidak berjumpa dan rapat.. Now we are in the same semester.. Emm.. And become a gud fren with somethin a bit special between us. And lucky him.. Waktu the first time we are dating ... Masa tu tengah gaduh besar ngan x-bf. Dan in da same time, the single daddy who wanna approach me, sangat berahsia tentang diri dia. So.. Ekceli at first tertarik dengan single daddy ni tapi sebab berahsia sangat... Jadi tidak comfortable..

And then me and him become fren.. Huurrmm.. Faktor saya meninggalkan xbf sebab dia sangat kasaq. Ai tak suka org kasar. The single daddy average laaa.. Tak kasar tak lembut. But this special guy.. Emm.. At the first impression.. Dia sangat soft spoken. Susah nak marah kot. Dan kami tak pernah bergaduh pun. Thats why I choose to close with him. And.. Bcoz i already many times got heart broken.. So I pray to Allah jika dia datang hanya seperti yg lain.. Maka jauhkanlah. Jauhkanlah dari pandangan mata. Dari pandangan hati. Tapi... Makin rapat pulakkan?

Jadi ia adalah kerana masa. Masa yg sudah Allah aturkan.. At the right time, right person and the right place.. Orang yg datang silih berganti. But still waiting for the right one. Who? Him, single daddy, x-bf, abang adi? Or someone out there... Or none.. Sigh!!!